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These brutal, revolting words put into a crying lullaby Music doesn’t define my life He does Clicks here and there, levels of weak to strong in your eyes. Where do I stand? Fitting in doesn’t define my life He does Sweet temptation, bitter plain bites into satisfaction that can no longer be quenched or tamed Food doesn’t define my life He does Why am I not beautiful, intelligent, strong, good enough? Why am I so down on myself? Negativity doesn’t define my life He does You have what I have forever desired, why can’t I have it instead? Jealousy doesn’t define my life He does Accept me for who

At first we were nothing but strangers But I hoped that that day would come when I had the courage to tell you how I felt inside All I could do was give you the attention I felt was right from me at those moments It was almost automatic of me to want to be the good friend and be by your side at the least For a long time I felt I was in the group of forgotten children to you, that I wouldn't be more than a kid to you But once you left, I felt it was a new adventure for me, 1000 oceans I needed to cross in order to stay in your life Like a race that reminded me every day with those same three words: Ready, Set, Go It wasn't a pain of lov

- Chapter 1: I am Kai Alburn, right? - - (December 27, 2014 / Friday) - [BEEP BEEP] “. . .” [BEEP BEEP] “. . .nnnnn. . .” [BEEP BE- -] [CLICK] “[yawn] guess it's time to get up” Slowly sitting up in bed, I stretch my arms up high, releasing another tired yawn. While I scratch my head I throw my blankets off me, letting the cold air that never bothered me brush over my bare legs. Swinging my legs over the edge of the bed, I stretched my body out one last time as I stood up, my baggy yet ever so cozy black and white striped top begging me to go back to sleep. I stood up drowsily, still tired as hell

“Your not safe here my daughter. You'll be surely killed if they get their filthy vile hands on you.” Her anger growing, boiling in its tone... “But why? Why do I have to go?” Tears running down her pale young flesh... [STOMP STOMP STOMP] “I'm doing this for your safety. It's not your fault for what happened to mommy. I don't regret having you.” A soft yet painful smile plastered on her face... “But-but I'm scared. I don't want to be alone.” She clung tightly onto the left sleeve of the womans top, shaking from the fear of loneliness that awaited for her in the future... [STOMP STOMP ST

The  numbing  sensation  in  my  finger  tips The  coldness  creeping  up  and  down  my  flesh,  feeling  every  inch  as  best  as  it  could That  winter  breeze  singing  in  my  ear,  drifting  me  off  into  oblivion This  is  my  sweet,  frozen  paradise But  there  is  something  that  my  cold  heart  continues  to  linger  for... Your  burning  warmth That's  all  I  want,  all  I  ever  needed I  know  that  hot  and  cold  should  never  mix  as  one But  I'm  willing  to  accept  any  punishment  that  falls  upon  me I  beg  of  you... Wrap  me  in  your  arms,  as  my  deadly  cold  ice  intertwines  with  your  overw